March 24, 2026

[andromedaxyz]

 Things going on in my mind lately:

1. I'm finishing a Drag/Cabaret/Showgirl AU for a Lucanis painting again. I'm just carving out the outfit details, I'm very excited to finish this one because it's one of my best art studies yet. I'm debating whether or not to add color but I've been told the black and white adds a lot to the drama. I'm also rendering each pearl, and I've been told that doing that instead of using a default brush makes it more realistic to the lighting situation, so it seems worth the effort.
2. Hmm, maybe I should be cutting back on these melatonin gummies? I still feel sleepy during the first part of the day, and sometimes I get these extremely bizarre dreams. One gummy equals 3mg of melatonin and my dosage is half of it (1.5mg), and I know 1mg is the right dosage, or even lower. I'm too lazy to cut it to thirds and I don't want to hassle a scissor or a knife doing it lmfao? I also find it extremely concerning that I see other brands selling straight up 10mg of melatonin a gummy??? How is this even allowed. Also, my brother got recommended 3mg of melatonin for his particular condition and it seems to work just fine for him...
3. Debating whether or not I should be making a straw page...I do have my own website domain already, the purpose of a straw page is probably something like NGL or formspring. Otherwise, I'm really hesitant.

Also what the fuck? I'm so tempted??? HAHAHAHA

Comments

[witchpoetdreamer]

For a second there I thought I had an actual ad on my reading page and I got concerned XD That said, while the looks don't scream Barbie to me, damn they're so cute D: I've always loved women's outfits whenever I'm watching k-drama/c-drama and this fits right in!

Will you be sharing your completed Lucanispiece here when it's done?

Also, melatonin gummies is kinda hit or miss, when I was struggling to sleep, 10mg didn't feel like enough at all. Do you have a pill cutter? That might help with the cutting, you could spend some time doing it while listening to a podcast or watching some youtube videos so the whole bottle is done rather than one at a time, if it's not something you've done already.

[andromedaxyz]

I feel like looking at the whole catalogue of looks is great although Shopee is a very Southeast Asian online shopping site hahahaha.

Yeah I'll always be sharing finished art pieces here when they're done!

10mg not feeling like enough is crazy actually. I wonder how that works. 3mg is already keeping me drowsy throughout the day ___@

Ah yeah, a pill cutter might help honestly!

[witchpoetdreamer]

Ya, I wasn't able to access the website properly from where I am sadly :(

and 10mg not working means terrible, terrible insomnia XD Turns out I actually needed anti-anxiety medicine, so at least it's been resolved since!

A pill cutter is always useful to have! I hope you find a cute one too!